TFHouse

just got into T.O. yesterday. happy to be home, and to see my parents for the first time in like three months. eager to finish up Potential and get started on the On My Way video. but i definitely could have stayed in Tokyo for a little while longer. that’s why i’m already planning for next year.

there’s way too much i can speak about. but i’m jus gonna get depressed reminiscing so i’ll post up all the pics and some video footage in the coming weeks so you can see for yourself. Tokyo pretty much destroyed any perception and ideologies i had of urban/pop culture, fashion and architectural design, philosophy, human logic, me. so i’m kinda in the process of rebuilding my brain. i may be m.i.a. for a while, i just got a lot to work on and think about.

i literally just discovered my external hard drive burnt out. all my samples, Potential wav files, instrumentals, writing, photo’s, etc. are gone.

and to the douche disguising there phone number as mine and tryin to get at all my people. fuck you, you depressed lonely ass pussy ass live vicariously through me cuz ur life is a shameful waste of semen ass bitch ass my tea’s gone cold i wonder why i got out of bed at all Stan actin ass choda turd bitch.

i’m done.

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Jigga & UGK
directed by Hype Williams

dame dash doesn’t care about champagne.

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found out @ NahRight that Ghost’s album is bein’ streamed on imeem before its Sept 29th release. Ghostdini is definitely addressing the ladies on this album. GFK still gets on his ignant shit, matched with some uhh, unique?.. concepts, and dope production… makes for a pretty entertaining album. worth a listen if your ’bout the Wu.

Ghostface Killah Presents… Ghostdini: The Wizard of Poetry In Emerald City.

i’ll never use teddyfhouse.com just to say whatevers on my mind at any given time with no relevancy, or to post the latest viral craze. there’s enough people blogging about random stupid shit no one cares about… and they’re doing a pretty good job.

with that being said i’m going to use this post to air some things out… its been a shitty couple weeks. reoccuring health issues forcing multiple hospital visits, helping my parents cram to leave the country for a few months, money, my little hater, and the recent tragic passing of a childhood friend from my ‘hood (we’ll never forget you Kamal) have all kinda put me in a dormant position. prior to the last couple weeks i had a good idea of the road ahead, but now i’m having a hard time finding directions. in no way is this complaining. it’s just reality… and trying to find ways to embrace your reality (despite it’s harshness) with a progressive state of mind is hard. as hell. but running from the truth makes the hardships increase tenfold.

i’m trying to stay at a consistent pace to my dreams. i’m processing everything as i go. regardless of what has happened, what is happening, or what may or may not happen… as long as i program my brain to learn something in everything, i will find the momentum to keep pace.

more tfhouse soon.

rest in peace, Kamal.

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